Delusion

Hi, it’s been a minute. I’ve had to catch my breath and gather my thoughts. The previous weeks have been hell, if I could say so myself. Following the protests, getting horrible news and just being unproductive.

I pretty much forgot who I was, what I was doing and I lost all focus and all motivation. I tell people I have a mixed personality, some days, I take time to think well before doing things, while on some, I’m as spontaneous as hell. But this was something I held unto, this was something I hoped for.

I don’t think it’s fair that we live in fear. I’m sorry for rhyming but it’s just sickening. I watched people break down and become shells of themselves. I watched my people get killed and I am distraught.

A few weeks ago was #worldmentalhealth day, and I read up some articles on taking care of your mental health and I could relate to many of them.

I didn’t take care of my mental health what did it result it, lack of productivity, I couldn’t create content and I almost went mad. Maybe it was because I was overwhelmed, pressure from home, pressure from outside and I just couldn’t bear it.

Published by AderemiChukwu

I love writing, I'm an equalist and a strong promoter of egalitarianism and Feminism. I hope to touch lives and make an impact in this world. I'm the next big thing.❤

8 thoughts on “Delusion

  1. Yes boo!
    I love your post and I can equally relate, it’s just something else when your mental health is attacked and not properly taken care of.
    The feeling is like “madness”. But in the end God will see us through.

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